I respect the definitions that dictionaries give us.
But here, I mean a different kind of legacy.
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I am in a phase of my life where death may not be so very far away.
And lately, my task has been to get clear about my legacy.
Not for this life – I don’t need a legacy for this world.
What i wanted to do is mostly done.
But to prepare for my next life.
To shape the vibration and the patterns that will determine the things to come.
My task is to be crystal clear about myself and to distill all I have learned in essence.
The wisdom I could gain from study, exploration, and experience and the love I was able to purify and extend in my heart.
Most of all, I will bring with me the persistent presence of consciousness and of refined awareness, which are the fruit of my lifelong practice of self-reflection and meditation.
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I have no powers to determine the future, not in the present or in the next lifetime.
And I have no wish to pretend that I can play fate or God.
But I know that clarity of intent, feeling, and thought determine to a great extent what will be.
And this is all I can do, to be clear.
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Just like in the innocent days of childhood, I write a wishlist and pretend that God will read it.
And here it is.
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When it comes to the next life, I wish to be born a woman.
And bisexual, why not?
Able to love males as well as females.
The best of both worlds.
I wish to grow up in a hive-like community of people with advanced consciousness.
Who have already left behind the pettiness and trappings of ideologies and concepts and the shadows of the heart.
Who share possessions and the necessities of daily life freely and according to their abilities.
I wish to live in a society that has gone beyond the need to accumulate money and wealth for future use.
Where everyone contributes fully and receives what he or she or needs.
I wish to live in such an environment that cherishes nature and lives as close to the earth as possible.
I wish to be in a chosen family of people – soulmates – who are dedicated to serving the greater whole rather than self-interest.
In a creative and playful spirit.
This shall be the vibration that I want to bring into my next lifetime.
God willing.
And from there, the adventure of consciousness and the return to Source may continue.
Amen
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